Pointlessness and Randomness

Fuck, indeed.

Indeed.

en4cer wrote:Fuck, indeed.

my nomination for post of the year

Berto wrote:

en4cer wrote:Fuck, indeed.

my nomination for post of the year

When there's only about 10 to pick from...

Matoyak wrote:

Berto wrote:

en4cer wrote:Fuck, indeed.

my nomination for post of the year

When there's only about 10 to pick from...

Word!

I have to block off thoughts of you / so I don't lose my head.
They're crawling lke a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
Dropping little reels of tape / to remind me that I'm alone.
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
There's a burning in my pride / a nervous bleeding in my brain.
And I'm in pieces / all I want for you / is for you to never call again.
In my sick way I wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night.
While I was busy waging wars on myself / you were trying to stop the fight.
So hate me today. And hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things, I could not do for you. Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

Dang. My turn.


Crawwwwling in my skiiiiin, these wouuunds they willlll not heaaaal

Sorry I have been so depressing lately. My girlfriend of 2 years decided we needed to take a break. There's a huge backstory, and basically it's all my fault, of course, even though it really isn't. She basically wants a "no-rules" relationship on her end, and that isn't a relationship, IMO. On top of that, a whole bunch of shit has happened to me (managed to make enemies of two of the head RAs of the other dorms on campus because I accidentally bumped into them when I dropped my books, and since I am white and not black, I wasn't telling them the truth about it being an accident. So apparently now I'm racist as well...even though they're the ones throwing the racial slurs out at me. Funny thing is, I'm more Mexican/Native American than I am British...) Almost been ran over twice due to crazy drivers, and 4 different new friends I've met on campus have blown off meeting me to hang out like previously planned.

Basically, my first week of college has completely sucked. If that explains the random points of depression that have shown through in my posts here. So if y'all could just send some good mojo my way, be it wishes, prayers, karma, whatever, it would be a great boon. Especially since it looks like things will be getting worse before they get any better.

EDIT: oh, and to put an even better note on this, my music player is currently on shuffle, and the song it pulled out was "Fuck my Life" by the Forbidden Rage. Wonderful. Just wonderful.

it gets better, i promise. luckily i had gow to help break the ice for me with a lot of people, but i returned the favor too. my freshman hall was all sports fans, so we all bullshit and watched games all the time. they also drank (i was straight edge at the time) so i just watched out for them and made sure things didn't get too heavy.

just focus on why you are in college though, i didnt and look at me now, i'm in my underwear typing on the forums at 12:15 am.

Im in my underwear too!

Berto wrote:it gets better, i promise. luckily i had gow to help break the ice for me with a lot of people, but i returned the favor too. my freshman hall was all sports fans, so we all bullshit and watched games all the time. they also drank (i was straight edge at the time) so i just watched out for them and made sure things didn't get too heavy.

just focus on why you are in college though, i didnt and look at me now, i'm in my underwear typing on the forums at 12:15 am.

Word,I did the same thing....but I traded my last pair of underwear for a sandwhich....
Five dollar footlong!

eD_HandofGod wrote: Five dollar footlong!

hell yea!

double post, eat shit

anyways, i opened a bank account today (my last one got overdrawn by $800 thanks to shitty banks not having proper overdraft protection. seriously, i signed up for it, stayed current when i had to pay anything, then they just up and stop protecting.) anyways, i put 600+ in there, saved 70 for misc stuff (bars friday at noon). i also paid my rents back for new tires (they bought them randomly and told me i owed them) 82. then air force deposited 158. so i basically have 750, could have been 900. i got a few bills to pay, not totaling more than 200. looks like i'm well on my way to chicago in october! FUCK YEA!

i love it when you double post
good stuff berto. Though I always assumed you lived in chicago. I applied at a local blockbuster a few days ago.. shit pay but it's better then nothing

Someone hire meeeee! I'm broke.

TheHumanDove wrote:Someone hire meeeee! I'm broke.

I got a couple things I need done around the house..... but you have to wear a uniform

jp KNOCKOUT wrote:i love it when you double post
good stuff berto. Though I always assumed you lived in chicago. I applied at a local blockbuster a few days ago.. shit pay but it's better then nothing

someone isn't a geography major. Chicago is in Illinois, I live in Missouri. Neighbors. So you're close at least.

Also, I cannot wait til I go up there, I miss Alexa so much that its almost gay.

Job though, it is awesome. I deliver pizzas to high people all day long. Mad tips. $120 in the last two days.

Berto wrote:

jp KNOCKOUT wrote:i love it when you double post
good stuff berto. Though I always assumed you lived in chicago. I applied at a local blockbuster a few days ago.. shit pay but it's better then nothing

someone isn't a geography major. Chicago is in Illinois, I live in Missouri. Neighbors. So you're close at least.

Also, I cannot wait til I go up there, I miss Alexa so much that its almost gay.

Job though, it is awesome. I deliver pizzas to high people all day long. Mad tips. $120 in the last two days.

Doesnt sound like any high person I ever met.... I know I either tip small, don't tip at all(because I spent all my money.....on weed), or forget to tip..... bc i'm high.

"Oh shit, i did order a pizza didn't I?"
yup
"how much is it again?"
(fake total plus tip)
"there you go bro, keep the change"
thanks dude (walk away with close to $8 )

Lesson: Don't Smoke Pot and Order Food

When I order I always ask how much it will be over the phone. I ask the person who delivers how much it will be. If it is different, I tell them I will be contacting their manager. Then they fumble and say my bad, here's what I meant to say. I pay, and don't tip. If they tell me the correct amount I tip minimum of 3 dollars, 5 if I'm in a good mood or they were real cool about it.

Sometimes I pretend to be high just for kicks. Also much funnier this way when I catch them trying to con me.

Matoyak wrote:When I order I always ask how much it will be over the phone. I ask the person who delivers how much it will be. If it is different, I tell them I will be contacting their manager. Then they fumble and say my bad, here's what I meant to say. I pay, and don't tip. If they tell me the correct amount I tip minimum of 3 dollars, 5 if I'm in a good mood or they were real cool about it.

Sometimes I pretend to be high just for kicks. Also much funnier this way when I catch them trying to con me.

Mato you badass. I like that idea - I usually ask for the price before hand, too, but I've never messed with them. Things will be different next time

Yeah.. i'm terrible with geo- especially anywhere that isn't Canada.. lol.

brooooos beforeee hoooooos, brooooos

always

are you guys getting ODST or cod? I'll be getting either or.. just haven't made up my mind yet

Im not so sure these days JP.... I was gonna get ODST but now im kinda leanin towards COD

hockey fans beware
canucks are looking reaaaaaally good. Granted, it's only pre-season.. lol